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my beloved mama the lords awsome gift May 11, 2012
 
happy mothers day      we all miss you and how you used to laugh  and joke  i miss you holding me  chrissy  misses you  and i wisht you could have seen his girl she is so very cute  and the love eachother so i tell here about you   i feel sad and lonly you r not here  so i can say mama what do you think  you very deep in my heart  and soul   i knw i have to let go  but i cant iam  scared to forget  and i want to remmeber you just as you r  i hope you smile and be truly  happy  with all my  loved ones  mama would you ask god  if it would be ok to sent me  a hug it would make me so very happy?  gine  sents you here love as well  she is sad to but she wants to be strong for me  you laft me  a good sister thank you   a bit stuburn  and now and then pushy but  it is ok she cant help it   smile  i grow some  very pritty roses for jesus so i  may put a smile on him tomorrow  he needs it well mama  dont forget how much i liove you  deine ela  das groeste baby  i love and hug you sweet mama  i love you sweetest lord  my other loved ones hugs
manuela you r my shining stars January 8, 2012
 
my beloved mom  i hope you all had a lot of joy  we r all doing ok  down here  and  we miss you you all very much  but it is a bit better now i dont have to cry as much  iam worried about gine  a bit  she seems to be to stressed  about all thats going on in our lives  please could you help here to be happy  she truly deservs all the best i know she is not allwais how she should be but i know this she is so very hurt  and thats so painfull to see  she needs your help and the help of god  i do think she believes in him as much as she thinks  that she does but live is been hard on her and she takes care of me and that is all to much to barekenny is  in bad health to and we  rhoping at least to get help with his  military   it is very hard to feel save if you allwais  have the nagging fear someone is going to hurt you more  dearest jesus please dont forget us we al l llove you and believe in you  and so does christopher  also he needs to work  and a job he helps his dad right now  and also we dont have anough of anything we do have the lord and my loved ones  bless you all  my deepest love your ela
manuela smith the lords wonderfull healing power January 1, 2012
 
dearest mama i wantet to tell you something  it is very wonderfull  to begin    when  andy passed away  i was angry at god for taking him  and it took years to let go of my anger  no one  i could talk to  or find the relive of my  pain  and seing you so hurt was just to much to bare we  were so scared to loose you as well but you stayd with us  and you tryd to be strong  so when those years passed i was ashamed to be angry at god  and hoped he would forgive me over the last years i really had to believe then he sent his angels to take you home  you came to me and  iwas napping  i was not able to sleep  so you sat on my couch and said child why r u crying  i only went home and also it hurts not to have you here in person i was healing a bit  then our beloved brother went to heaven and dad a nd papa  and thats when i lost alot of happyniss but not my believe in the lord i know now that you all happy becouse our god took you home and that is what everyone needs to know but here is what i want to tell you  i looked up on my pc and i do that to find ppl who would be able to help with my grief  and i stumbled on ben breedlove a very sweet and soul he was very ill but still never really gave up and he told me and milions of other ppl the storry of his live he sayd he should have been dead 3 times but allways came back christmas he did not he went to god and all off you loved ones  and i think that  he was sent to us ben i mean to let us know there is hope and love to believe  and never to give up there is really know reason to grief  and yet the pain of not having you is hard and painfull   but his smile and  and hope give me and all the others  so much  you see i cant talk to anyone about this exept you and ppl like me pn the net it makes me sad  but i learnd to cope with all my pain  iam gratefull to have you my sweet familie in my live  and i thank god and jesus for being so patient and loving  he sent so many ppl to let me know  iam here dont ever feel alone   and when i think of him my heart is all better and for that moment i can smile again  so my beloved mam  iam getting better  and i thank god  and ben for all there love and help and you  i thank for making who iam  and that i was privileged  to be your daughter and your sister iam truly blessed  thank you for  loving me and thank you lord for loving me   bless yoy all and ben you  r a  wonderfull sweet  person ps jesus could you help with my typing iam really bad  thank you
manuela smith
 

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