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my beloved mama |
the lords awsome gift |
May 11, 2012 |
happy mothers day we all miss you and how you used to laugh and joke i miss you holding me chrissy misses you and i wisht you could have seen his girl she is so very cute and the love eachother so i tell here about you i feel sad and lonly you r not here so i can say mama what do you think you very deep in my heart and soul i knw i have to let go but i cant iam scared to forget and i want to remmeber you just as you r i hope you smile and be truly happy with all my loved ones mama would you ask god if it would be ok to sent me a hug it would make me so very happy? gine sents you here love as well she is sad to but she wants to be strong for me you laft me a good sister thank you a bit stuburn and now and then pushy but it is ok she cant help it smile i grow some very pritty roses for jesus so i may put a smile on him tomorrow he needs it well mama dont forget how much i liove you deine ela das groeste baby i love and hug you sweet mama i love you sweetest lord my other loved ones hugs
manuela |
you r my shining stars |
January 8, 2012 |
my beloved mom i hope you all had a lot of joy we r all doing ok down here and we miss you you all very much but it is a bit better now i dont have to cry as much iam worried about gine a bit she seems to be to stressed about all thats going on in our lives please could you help here to be happy she truly deservs all the best i know she is not allwais how she should be but i know this she is so very hurt and thats so painfull to see she needs your help and the help of god i do think she believes in him as much as she thinks that she does but live is been hard on her and she takes care of me and that is all to much to barekenny is in bad health to and we rhoping at least to get help with his military it is very hard to feel save if you allwais have the nagging fear someone is going to hurt you more dearest jesus please dont forget us we al l llove you and believe in you and so does christopher also he needs to work and a job he helps his dad right now and also we dont have anough of anything we do have the lord and my loved ones bless you all my deepest love your ela
dearest mama i wantet to tell you something it is very wonderfull to begin when andy passed away i was angry at god for taking him and it took years to let go of my anger no one i could talk to or find the relive of my pain and seing you so hurt was just to much to bare we were so scared to loose you as well but you stayd with us and you tryd to be strong so when those years passed i was ashamed to be angry at god and hoped he would forgive me over the last years i really had to believe then he sent his angels to take you home you came to me and iwas napping i was not able to sleep so you sat on my couch and said child why r u crying i only went home and also it hurts not to have you here in person i was healing a bit then our beloved brother went to heaven and dad a nd papa and thats when i lost alot of happyniss but not my believe in the lord i know now that you all happy becouse our god took you home and that is what everyone needs to know but here is what i want to tell you i looked up on my pc and i do that to find ppl who would be able to help with my grief and i stumbled on ben breedlove a very sweet and soul he was very ill but still never really gave up and he told me and milions of other ppl the storry of his live he sayd he should have been dead 3 times but allways came back christmas he did not he went to god and all off you loved ones and i think that he was sent to us ben i mean to let us know there is hope and love to believe and never to give up there is really know reason to grief and yet the pain of not having you is hard and painfull but his smile and and hope give me and all the others so much you see i cant talk to anyone about this exept you and ppl like me pn the net it makes me sad but i learnd to cope with all my pain iam gratefull to have you my sweet familie in my live and i thank god and jesus for being so patient and loving he sent so many ppl to let me know iam here dont ever feel alone and when i think of him my heart is all better and for that moment i can smile again so my beloved mam iam getting better and i thank god and ben for all there love and help and you i thank for making who iam and that i was privileged to be your daughter and your sister iam truly blessed thank you for loving me and thank you lord for loving me bless yoy all and ben you r a wonderfull sweet person ps jesus could you help with my typing iam really bad thank you
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