1923
my beloved mama i know iam slow in rigting to you but i got such hard time to do this i trid it so many times but it is still so sad and i cry alot please forgive me i know that you r happy and i want you to be but i miss you so much your hugs and you telling me everything is going to be fine we had so much pain going on my dont want to stop oh mama if you could ask the lord to help me to be happy i would like that is allwais a bit dark in my heart sins you all left me and the days are a bit more unhappy gine is better and iam glad but she does not undestand me anymore is ok no one ever did my memories of you now that makes me happy me not being whis you wen you went home is not all that easy i feel sad all the time becouse i feel i was not there for you i talked to you all the time but i wantet to be by your side allways you r my hero my best friend and my beloved mama your doughter ela